12:10 am All I know now is that I don't want to go back to the way I was before when I was totally paranoid and depressed. Those were the days I was in the hole. A hole I dug for myself and thought I couldn't get out. Little by little, I crawled out and found my way. I stopped taking some medication that I think were causing me to feel that way.
Now our youngest daughter is graduating from high school. And I'm thinking about what to do. Either to get a job, go back to school or do some voluntary work in the community. I'll just have faith in the Lord. He is my backbone. Helping me through all the tough times when I felt like giving up. Thank you Lord.